I cannot restrain myself. I was writing
about Jesus and the cross and I was overwhelmed with a myriad of emotions. I
just want to openly and unashamedly praise His Matchless name!! Most of you do
not know who I was and what kind of a disgusting sinner I was. You talk about
the gays? I sold drugs to high school kids. I planned on robbing a bank and
killing the guard. I was a rabid heterosexual sinner who engaged in unbridled
promiscuity. I stole and hated and used His name in cursing and was a very
violent man who rode a motorcycle. Go ahead and talk about the gays if that
makes you feel like a truth warrior, but you do not know who I was.
You would have much preferred walking on
the same side of the street with some gay person than you would have on my
side. I might have killed you. I cannot help but bow before Him and shield my
eyes from condemning anyone else. I deserved hell. I DID NOT WANT GOD BUT HE
WANTED ME!!! Sometimes I cry, sometimes I dance, sometimes I shout, sometimes I
meditate, and sometimes I just act like a fool for Jesus and sometimes I do it
all! I wish I was more of a fool for Him.
I open this comment thread for anyone
and everyone to praise the Risen Christ! It’s about time He receives all the
preeminence in a comment thread. I was so unworthy, you have no idea. I know
who I was and He surely knew me even better and yet He came to rescue me from
what I deserved and He gave me what I surely did not deserve. How can I thank
Him? I wish to sacrifice the air in my lungs to praise Him!
Jesus, You are everything and we owe You
EVERYTHING! To think of Your cross and Your blood sacrifices not only leaves us
breathless but removes any pride or self righteousness. Halleluiah! What a
Savior! Let everything that has breath praise Your Holy name!! I openly strip myself of all useless issues and lay before You in immobilized worship. I submit myself to Your Lordship and I say in front of all the angles and whoever reads this little blog that I have no life but Yours!
My oldest son teaches history at a local
high school. In case you haven’t noticed, these are not your father’s high
schools. Things have changed dramatically. The
culture is in a rapid state of decay, which is to say it continues to reveal
what it has always been. With the family unit in shambles the children are
without even the structure which can provide some outward parameters for their
behavior. And needless to say the challenge for teachers is very great as well.
Last year on the first day of school Jon
was addressing his class and one child, a sophomore, was being continually
disruptive. He ignore several warnings until eventually Jon sent him to the
office. Now this kid had been dismissed from another high school for his
behavior, and although he was a sophomore he was several years older than his
peers since he had been left behind a few times. He was a black teenager that
stood above 6 feet tall, and as he left the class he purposely went face to
face with Jon in front of the entire class as if he was challenging Jon
physically.
Jon, who is a bodybuilder kept his cool
and the kid left the class without further incident. His name is Xavier. Later on Jon and Xavier and a few
members of the administration gathered together to discuss the incident. Xavier
slouched in his chair and appeared either disinterested or angry or both. The administration
asked Jon what he thought should be the course of action. Jon looked at Xavier
and said that he was willing to start fresh if Xavier would agree to two
things. First he would show Jon respect in the classroom and secondly that if
he had any problems he would come and talk them over with Jon. Appearing a
little surprised by the turn of events, Xavier agreed and Jon and he shook
hands.
As the school year progressed Jon
noticed a change in Xavier’s behavior. He used to be a D and F student, and now
he was an A and B student. And he no longer disrupted the classroom. This change
eventually became the norm. Xavier now saw Jon as a friend and mentor, and he
hung around Jon as much as he could. And Jon insisted that Xavier showed his report
card to all of his teachers.
Now the administration had been looking
for a reason to dismiss Xavier because of his past behavior and because of his
age. He would not graduate until he was 20 years old. So they called another
meeting with school officials and with the person who oversees those kind of
dismissals. Jon and Xavier were invited to participate in that meeting. The
head administrator spoke to Jon and told him that they would go with whatever
Jon thought was right. Should the school dismiss Xavier because of his advanced
age?
Jon looked at Xavier sitting next to him
and told him that this was now a matter of personal responsibility because Jon
would take some responsibility for Xavier, but it would be up to him to step up
and make Jon and everyone else proud. The meeting ended with allowing Xavier to
stay in school. Love covers a multitude of sins. But that is not the end of the
story.
A few days ago Xavier came up to Jon and
informed him that his father had died. He showed Jon a picture of his father on
his phone (see, times have changed) and told him a few other things. Xavier
told Jon that he had never met his father, and that his father had been
murdered while in prison. Jon had not known this. Ok, all you moralists who
rant about the breakdown of the family unit but show little compassion and
understanding for those who are the products of such a breakdown; You who
believe in redemption but refuse to put flesh on its doctrinal bones, can this
kind of story open your eyes to redemptive opportunities rather than shouting
at the darkness? You who have been redeemed, do you seek the redemption of
others?
The Roman Emperor Constantine
had crosses painted on the shields of his soldiers in order to elicit God's
blessings on his battles. Now we discover that the Army had Bible verses etched
into the scopes on the rifles. History repeats itself. It is not enough to
enjoy the fruits of violence, killing, and mayhem, but we must drag Jesus into
it as well. Depravity and sacrilege reign supreme. These are the verses etched upon guns:
Jn.8: 12 Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the
light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall
have the light of life.
II Cor.4: 6 For God, who
commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to
give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus
Christ.
An article published on The Blaze, a right wing
publication connected to Glenn Beck, suggested that the mandate was an attack
of Judeo-Christian values. Here is a quote from that article:
“Questions surrounding purported attacks on faith in
the United States military continue to abound. Over the past few years, many
critics have decried perceived attempts to remove Judeo-Christian values from
the ranks. A new report claiming that the Army has mandated that troops remove
Bible inscriptions from their weapon scopes will likely only add to the debate.”
Ok, we as believers must consider just how vicious and
convoluted the extreme darkness of the culture and the fallen world at large is
when Bible verses can be placed upon weapons in the killing fields and then we
suggest that is a way to represent Christianity, the gospel, and Jesus Himself.
Consider the implications of those verses. The scopes are used to line up your
targets, human targets I assume, so light is what is used. So those verses
about Jesus being the light openly suggest that our Savior, being the light of
the world, will help soldiers be more accurate in their killing.
It is very difficult to fully expose the tremendous
paradox in all of this and the profound antithetical nature of such a practice
as it pertains to Jesus and His teachings. I mean it actually boggles the mind.
I guess I could equate it like drawing a side of bacon on Israeli scopes, or
drawing a hamburger on Hindu scopes. It is extremely shocking that this
practice actually existed. To use the New Testament to support war and
violence, and to use those particular verses is so disgusting, so alarming, and
so viscerally distasteful that it should make all who follow Jesus physically
sick. It is hard to imagine something more at odds with our faith.
But now that the government has ordered the practice
to cease and the verses removed, the religious right, right on cue, rise up in
religious umbrage. They suggests an attack on “Judeo-Christian values”. Let us
be clear here: There are no “Judeo-Christian values”. That is a man made term
designed to present some amalgam of the Old Testament and the New Testament
moral tenants and it is used to describe the moral foundation for America. So
in essence it is presented in defense of the culture rather than a true and
principled outline of God’s ways. It is a myth but comes in handy as a nebulous
moniker which elicits patriotism for a country rather than a self denying
following of the Lord Jesus Christ.
So not only is it astonishing that Bible verses were
used on gun scopes, and not only is it astonishing that those particular verses
were used, but now the cultural sect of Christianity which follows the founding
fathers more than Jesus are up in arms (pun intended) about it. Just when I
thought the faith of Christ could not be any more compromised and redefined
than it already has in the west, this is exposed. If Jesus is involved in
helping men and women line up their gun sites and blow people away than let us
at least be honest and throw away the New Testament. I mean all that love your
enemies stuff is a bunch of hogwash and we need not even consider it anymore.
In fact, America is now the golden calf and with a few Bible verses painted on
it we can bow down and worship openly what we now worship between the lines.
And we can place Bible verses on all our bombs and keep accuracy records to
determine which ones hit their targets more often and use those verses in the future.
It’s insane.
So that is an attack on Christianity? No, when they
started placing Bible verses on guns THAT was an attack on the faith. Can there
be any deeper compromise and blasphemy than that? War has now become a favorite
son of the church and now we print God’s Word upon our weapons. Ok, has anyone
ever heard of Constantine? His spirit still lives on today here in America. He
was a Roman emperor who before a great battle saw a vision of a cross in the
sky and a voice telling him that through this cross he would be successful in
war. He painted that cross on all his soldier’s shields. How barbaric?
History repeats itself. We are not just satisfied with
going to war preemptively, but now we drag Jesus into it openly and for all to
see. Now I ask you, when some Muslim sees those verses on our guns what does he
think? Of course he believes that he is fighting against Jesus and that Jesus
is his enemy and that Jesus must hate him. And it isn’t just the religious
pagans that support this practice. It is also a large section of professing
evangelicals. Instead of spreading the light of the gospel they have embraced
some wicked amalgam of violence and killing and Jesus. It is an amazing feat
that takes the faith of Jesus and transforms it into a vehicle for democracy
through war.
Can you just imagine a soldier peering through his
scope that says that Jesus is the light of the world, and he gently pulls the
trigger and his bullet races toward his target and “Wham!!” the person’s head
explodes into bits of flesh and blood all over the ground. The lifeless corpse
falls immediately onto the ground. And looking up and realizing what has
happened, the soldier rises to his feet and loudly proclaims, “Thank you Lord
Jesus!” And gazing lovingly at his rifle he once again reads the two verses
etched into the scope:
Jn.8: 12 Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the
light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall
have the light of life.
II Cor.4: 6 For God, who
commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to
give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus
Christ.
And we wonder why Muslims feel that they are in a war
against Jesus and that Jesus hates them. Oh when we will we as believers
realize that we have nothing in common with this world and this culture, and
yes, this country? When we will see souls in the light of the cross and not as
earthly enemies? And make no mistake there is a connection between war and
money.
Oh how my heart aches when I see just how mangled men
have made the teachings of Jesus and instead formulated a concoction of earthly
logic, manmade necessities, and humanistic philosophies of nationalism and
divided allegiances. Two nations go to war and within these two nations are
followers of Jesus. So are the followers of Jesus in each respective nation
supposed to support their nation in this war? Are they both supposed to enlist
and fight for their respective nation? And if by chance they meet on the
battlefield, and assuming they are both born again believers, which follower
does Jesus help to kill the other? Oh the absurdity and absolute horror of such
earthly constructs. But this is what happens when we refuse to receive the
teachings of Jesus in the abstract and make them applicable to our own earthly
parameters. We have learned the ways of man and then taken hold of the
teachings of Jesus and force fed them into all kinds of worldly situations and
philosophies. And instead of the teachings of Jesus having an impact upon
earthly understandings our earthly understandings remain solid while the teachings
of Jesus become mercurial and easily poured into the machinations of man. In
fact, we now openly suggest that Jesus will help aid us in all our ways
regardless of whether they are aligned with His truth.
Bible verses on guns. Why did Jesus come and why did
He leave us His Word if in fact His own church was going to change it to fit
our own craftiness and carnal motivations? And now people scream about an attack on our
Judeo-Christian values? What are values anyway? Values are something that have
worth. But what value is there in certain moral tenants and ethics without
Jesus? In fact we are called to preach Jesus to those who hold beliefs in
direct opposition to the truths and values found in Jesus. Yes, they are called
lost souls. But now we consider our rights and our views as values and the
church willingly joins hands with unbelievers to protect those values even if
it means at the end of a gun or under the power of a bomb. Oh Dear Lord, where
oh where did we leave You and go a –whoring after the ways of man?
And in a stunning display of hubris and compromise,
many who wholeheartedly support war and Bible verses on weapons have very
little Bible in their hearts. Selah.
Col.1: 15 Who is the image of
the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature:
16 For by him were all
things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and
invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers:
all things were created by him, and for him:
17 And he is before all
things, and by him all things consist.
18 And he is the head of
the body, the church: who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead; that
in all things he might have the preeminence.
Rev.1: The
Revelation of Jesus Christ, which God gave unto him, to shew unto his servants
things which must shortly come to pass; and he sent and signified it by his
angel unto his servant John:
2 Who bare record of the
word of God, and of the testimony of Jesus Christ, and of all things that he
saw.
If you were forced to describe the contents of all the 66
books of the Bible in only two words those two words would most certainly be:
Jesus Christ. In open narratives and revelations, and in metaphors and types
and shadows, and in examples of animals and humans, and in obscure ways and
obvious ways, and in many, many other ways the Scriptures fit perfectly
together to form a patchwork quilt that when held up against the light of the
Spirit says Jesus Christ. It is He who is the center of the divine narrative
both before and after the creation of the material universe.
Even the Book of the Revelation is looked upon as a
futuristic voyage and so it is, however the book itself says it is the
revelation of Jesus Christ. So what that tells us that with all the bowls and
vials and trumpets and beasts and even churches, the Book of the revelation is centered
upon the apocalypse of the Risen and Victorious Christ. The word “apocalypse”
is the transliteration of a Greek word that means simply, the open and
unmistakable revealing. I asked a Greek man to explain it to me and he shoved
his hand inside his pants pocket, grabbed hold of his car keys, and brought
them out of his pocket and opened his hand and showed his keys to me in the
open palm of his hand. That, he said, is apocalypse.
And it is quite impossible to aptly and completely
communicate just how august and core Jesus is to everything. Jn.1: 3 All things were made by him; and
without him was not anything made that was made.Yes, He made everything
that is. Everything. And Paul tells us that all things consist by Him as well
which means if He were to remove His power and presence from the universe it
would immediately collapse under its own fallen weight. The third Person of the
Godhead who has taken upon Himself the name of Jesus is not only an image of
the invisible God, but He is God.
We have often heard these words: Jesus was God in the
flesh. And many times we have used those words to prove our orthodoxy and
disparage heretics. Fair enough. But let us return to those words and
investigate the sacred essence and profound depth that those six words actually
reveal. What do we mean when we say “God”? That seems so elementary and yet we
rarely even give it much thought. It is such a generic term which is used by
wicked and corrupt men as a sort of a talisman but in reality is hollow. We say
“God bless you” when someone sneezes and people say “Oh God” when they are
afraid or startled. We sing “God bless America” which treats God like a
blessing machine which reacts to our worthless words. Yes, the word God itself
has become a colloquialism stripped of its august meaning.
The word “god” came from a Saxon word meaning good. In
essence it has no deity in it but over the years we have adopted it to mean
almost anything. But there is only one deity and all the rest are fables and
superstitions and even demonic. But God, Elohim and Theos, is THE one and only
deity. He is eternal and was not created but He created everything. In the Old
Testament many times the scribes as they were copying the Hebrew texts and
after they wrote the name of God they would destroy the pen and some would even
wash themselves just because they so revered the name of God. But even the
church throws around the word God as if it meant very little. Even the heathen
use the term feely and without any thought.
But God, not the word but the Deity, is beyond what we
could ever imagine. So when you consider all this as not only the central
element of Christianity, but Christianity itself, then you must see how the
western church has so decimated the faith that it can no longer be considered
Christian. Not only has the church decentralized Jesus, but it has relegated
Him to back burner status. Oh yes His name appears on some innocuous statement
of faith, and His name is sometimes mentioned in passing, but He is not the
controlling object of our walk, our faith, and our worship. He has become an embarrassing
talisman whose reason for being is aiding humans to different levels of success
in this life. And even some false sects of Christianity openly teach that Jesus
will help you only after receiving some form of monetary gratuity.
And what I have just described is called apostasy. The
word apostasy is a transliteration form the Greek word which means to reject,
fall away from, or defect from. And that clearly defines the modern church as
it flows down a path of self elevation and the open pursuit of wealth and all
the accoutrements in this life. The Christian men and women of God in years
gone by would be considered off balanced and completely out of touch with
reality. They would be religious extremists. And those saints of old would have
a difficult time finding a local fellowship that they would consider a New
Testament church.
You see the word “Christian” was almost a pejorative that
was hurled at early believers. It was meant to convey the idea that these
people reminded the culture of the one called Christ Jesus. That word has now
been emasculated into little more than one of the great religions of the world.
Do we really remind others of Jesus, or do we remind them of moral conservatism
or American exceptionalism? In fact evangelicals have lost the very image of
what it means to follow and imitate Jesus. The Jesus that is heralded in
mainstream evangelicalism is not the Jesus of the gospels. His name is the
same, but this Jesus walks and talks and acts differently than the One Matthew,
Mark, Luke, and John wrote about. Anyone born after 1950 has grown up into a
religious system generally referred to as Christianity which has presented an
American Jesus with all sorts of cultural disfigurements. This Jesus has been
made to bend to our culture and to our lusts.
Do you believe that is too strong? I challenge you to
read the New Testament through in one month with passion, patience, and
intensity. Go ahead and fast sometimes as well and then tell me if what you
have read mirrors what is being diffused in the community of faith. Wealthy ministers,
gatherings which specialize in entertainment, large debt ridden buildings,
millionaire singers, preacher idolatry, a focus on the temporal, and the
unremarkable practice of faith within a culture of darkness are just a general
description of how Jesus Himself has been drowned in a sea of hedonism
sprinkled lightly with His name. Sacrifice? Self denial? Separation? Holiness?
Prayer? Brokenness? An insatiable desire to know and follow Jesus? Shame on us
if we would even attempt to defend ourselves.
But where there is no passionate apocalypse of the Lord Jesus
Christ, then there is apostasy. Jesus is the Author and Finisher of our faith
so how can we continue to minimize Him among the community of faith? He is our
High Priest and the Lamb which takes away the sins of the world. Missionaries
all over the world are preaching His gospel, while the west fishes in worthless
holes of self indulgence and cultural adjustment. The apostasy has set in but
the wheat is not yet in the barn. The church slumbers and dances at the same
time to the alluring melodies of these modern sirens. But cast off the words of
men and remember the words of God.
Col.1: 18 And he is the head of the body, the
church: who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead; that in all things
he might have the preeminence.
Phil.3:
9 And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is
of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness
which is of God by faith:
10 That I may know him,
and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being
made conformable unto his death;
Oh the unspeakable joy of knowing Christ! Only those who
have been awakened by the Spirit to find that Jesus is the Creator about whom
they wondered and searched the night skies can understand this death to life experience.
And when we realize that He alone is the Redeemer, and that He loves and
beckons me to come and dine, well what words can drip from human lips that give
the sufficient wonder and gratitude for such surpassing knowledge? Jesus loves
and died for me and desires to fellowship with me?
How often do I despise myself and all my hidden and open
shortcomings and yet Jesus knows them perfectly and yet still desires to meet
with me and forgive me of the litany of sins I often attempt to hide and
minimize? Oh this is no religious science or just a doctrinal treasure. No,
this is what men have searched for in their own strength and thought they had
found by some philosophy or some equation or some moral tenants. This experiential
knowledge can be described through careful exegesis and doctrinal dissertations,
but oh how pitiful they are when compared to what happens within us! The
experience surely eclipses the description.
We were lost but then found; we were blind but now see;
we were dead but now alive! I can recall that a few days after I was born again
I was walking on 8th Avenue in Manhattan in New York City. The hookers were
still there, and the peep shows were still open, and men were still selling
drugs, and the entire ambiance still reeked of sin and degradation, however
something was different! I walked with a slight smile on my face and I seemed
to have found a new love for these demonstrative sinners with whom I once
roamed. You see, I knew Jesus now and my perspective was now alive with God’s
love and Christ’s redemption.
But throughout almost forty years of knowing Jesus and
with varying degrees of faithful discipleship, I still believe the key to
following Jesus with a passionate love and obedience centers around this core
pursuit. “That I may know Him…” Yes we know Him doctrinally and within the
gospel narratives and within all the overarching truths of the epistles. Yes we
know all those things which hold infinite treasure. But if we awaken each
morning with a drive to know Him this day in the Spirit, and with an inward
experience that makes everything our doctrinal head knows come alive, well then
the word of our testimony will not have to be pulled down from the shelf and
recited with a stamped date from the past.
The word of our testimony will be found today because we
have known and still know the Lord Jesus Christ as our exclusive raison d’etre,
and in whom we live and move and have our being. Halleluiah, what a Savior!
“If sinners be damned, at least let them leap to Hell
over our dead bodies. And if they perish, let them perish with our arms wrapped
about their knees, imploring them to stay. If Hell must be filled, let it be
filled in the teeth of our exertions, and let not one go unwarned and unprayed
for.”
C. H. Spurgeon
Anyone who reads this blog knows that although I strongly
believe in a free will theology my favorite preacher is Charles Spurgeon. And
this quote from him should be the clarion call for Calvinist and free will
alike. It sends chills up my spine since I fall very short of its exhortation.
And this profound and penetrating call for evangelism comes from a Calvinist.
And yet free will men like Rick Warren and Joel Osteen and Rob Bell prance all
over the country selling a temporal gospel which soothes the conscience instead
of bringing conviction.
In a few sentences Spurgeon has exposed the modern me/now
gospel which comes in a variety of alluring flavors. Wrapped in the flag or
materialism or promises of great health and prosperity, these fake gospels draw
great crowds which thirst to get something rather than serve the Risen Christ.
People do not flock to hear Warren and Osteen in order to light a fire in their
souls for the plight of eternal souls. No, they come to be excited and blessed
and to take in the atmosphere of celebrity. But do not be deceived, from the
words of Spurgeon we have a template for which we must strive. Sinners must
hear about Christ before it is too late. And the words of this man of God
exhort us to a passion for sharing and preaching that reaches a level which
substantiates the Scriptures and not our so often shallow doctrinal
protestations.
When was the last time we wept in the Spirit for souls we
know who are heading for an unfathomable eternity separated from Christ? Are we
open to the Spirit’s leading if He would direct us to witness to someone which
might cause us some discomfort or intimidation? Do not just read his words but
ingest them into your spirit. Do our exertions really have teeth? So often in
this moralistic climate the church castigates sinners rather than warn and pray
for them. Legislation has become the gospel.
The worth of a vote has overshadowed the worth of a soul.
And the church actively seeks to adjust the culture and improve our living
conditions and create an atmosphere of economic prosperity, all of which does
nothing for the gospel of Jesus Christ. Imagine a missionary arrives among the
people he believes God has sent him. These people are idol worshipers and have
no real moral compass. They engage in some bizarre sexual practices, they murder
their neighbors, and they were very little clothing. Does the missionary begin
to organize a movement to address those things? Does he sit around with other
missionaries and castigate those tribal sinners? Does he listen to jungle radio
as a Glenn Beck and Rush Limbaugh wanna be’s talk incessantly about how liberal
and out of the mainstream these natives are?
That would be ridiculous you say? Well that is exactly
what the church is doing today only these sinners are more worldly and
sophisticated, but they are just as blind and just as lost. Even though the
jungle fields are different than the urban fields the message of hope is still
the same, the everlasting gospel. I feel the end is very near and any serious
business done for Christ must be done quickly. If we are going to pray then we
must pray now. If we are going to fast then we must fast now. If we are going
to witness then we must witness now. If we are going to support missionaries
then we must do it now. This is surely not the time to muse about things; this
is the time to sacrifice and serve.
How many of us would give everything to have some of the
years back once again? I know I surely would. As I look back with a more mature
and convicting view I realize that I could have done so much more for the
kingdom. But now I must make haste while the day is still here because the
night is coming when no man can work. All of us owe our entire lives to Christ
and these last days should be a living sacrifice for Him. If you have a spouse
who shares your devotion to Christ than you are surely blessed above measure
and you can reignite your passion for Him together. If you do not, like me, have
that kind of bond, then we must be married to Christ in a way which gives us
the strength we cannot receive from a spouse. It is difficult but He is worth
it.
But think on this. In fact, do not just think on this but
meditate upon it and let it marinate inside your heart until your heart is
changed. God died for your sinful and rebellious soul. I said God died for YOU.
Oh my, how can our eyes remain dry even while reading this unfathomable words?
I do not deserve God’s love much less God coming and dying in my place. I am
quite undone when I pause in this fast paced life enough to allow my heart and
my mind to take in that glorious truth. God died for the horrible creature they
call Rick Frueh. Oh my. I am filled with all kinds of emotion. Awe and
gratitude, and love and wonder and brokenness and humility and bewilderment and
joy and repentance and thanksgiving and indebtedness and unworthiness and
reverence and amazement and worship and a mixture of them all fill my heart.
So if God loved me enough to die in my place, oh the
mystery of that, then He must feel the same way for all souls unless He is a respecter
of persons which He is not. And if God loves my neighbor just as does me, then
what is He asking of me when the Scriptures exhort me to walk in His love and
be an imitator of God Himself? I mean how should I feel about sinners if Christ
died for me when I was still a sinner and in reality His very enemy? What is
the Spirit speaking to us all? How far off have we strayed with all this earthly
mess when in reality we have been called to love sinners and walk in His love
as the days draw down? And look, dear ones, from the mouth of a Calvinist all
we who boast of our free will credentials are rebuked and laid low. Yes, I am
sorely rebuked by my better.
Souls, my fellow believers, the souls of mankind. I
cannot help but recall the story of the two Moravian boys who had read of a
slave colony in the Caribbean. The owner would not allow any preacher to come
to his island because they might cause some upset and disruption and fill the
slaves with false ideas. These two young boys corresponded with the owner and
sold themselves to him as slaves. The arraignment was made and the price of
their enslavement would only pay for their voyage from Germany to the Caribbean.
And they had heard from the Spirit and they were willing to sacrifice their
entire lives so they could reach these slaves with the gospel.
Of course their family and friends could hardly believe
what they were doing and they considered it almost insane. Why oh why would someone
so young throw away their future with such unwise fanaticism? And yet the day
came when the ship was to embark on the transatlantic voyage. The two young men
boarded the ship and went together along the ship’s rail to say goodbye once
more to their loved ones. There was much weeping on the dock as it was assumed
their families would never see them again. But the ship was turned loose from
the dock and began to drift to the sea.
But as the two boys looked at their family and friends
one of them hollered these words,
“May the Lamb that was slain receive the reward of His
sufferings!!”
Pause just one moment. Think on that. Receive those words
into your spirit. There is so much there in that one sentence combined with who said it and where they were going and why. There is so much there. It is
foolishness to those without the Spirit but to those who have tasted the
goodness of God through Christ Jesus those words shatter our soul. These young
men were sacrificing their entire lives to reach souls while the western
expression of following Christ serves as a self serving pursuit to get more and
keep more and still retain some semblance of a religious shell. Who exactly are
we kidding?
Spurgeon did not believe Christ died for everyone and yet
he exhorts us to plead and pray with a zealousness as if people’s souls
depended upon us. Away with all our free will smugness since we must be the
pinnacle of hypocrisy! Read his words once more and add the words of those
Moravian boys and then juxtapose our lives upon the razor sharpness of their
open conviction and then where is our smugness? The family right across the
street is dying in their sins while we live our selfish lives inside the
convenient walls of a domestic and religious clique. “Let them perish with our
arms wrapped about their knees, imploring them to stay,”, says the preacher. Fear
and embarrassment and doctrinal contentment and a deep religious spirit have imprisoned
us and made the gospel a religious relic rather than our very lives.
I hope we can all see the great need for a spiritual
revival in our own hearts and lives. We need the Spirit to gives us a spirit of
abandonment which walks in the desire and the atmosphere of the eternal and
sees the temporal as a platform for sharing the gospel through word and deed.
We need a sense of urgency once again. The suggestion that these are the last
days must be more than some prophetic musings; it must be a catalyst for a
devoted desperation to serve Christ in His whited fields.
Eph.5: 14 Wherefore
he saith, Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall
give thee light.
15 See then that ye walk
circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, 16 Redeeming the time,
because the days are evil.
So much
of the church loves to excoriate certain sinners and to condemn certain sins
with an effervescence they do not seem to have for their own sins. The gay
community receives more than their share of righteous indignation. And the sin
of homosexuality is openly used to make heterosexual sins seem normal and
somehow within the realm of acceptable sins, doctrinally speaking. You see,
heterosexual sins come redemptive ready while homosexual sins must be completely
eradicated and forsaken before God can even deal with you.
But if
we see things without a specific sin bias, then what I take away is the
spectacular fallen nature of man. Jeffrey Dahmer would go to a gay men’s bar
and seduce some unsuspecting gay man to come back to his apartment. Dahmer would
drug that man, strangle him to death, and spend the night with the corpse and
do things to it. In the morning he would dismember it including slicing of his
genitals and beheading it and after consuming some of those “delicacies” he
would save them inside his refrigerator for later use.
Can it
get any worse? And yet here is the part which juxtaposes the unvarnished fallen
nature of man against the glory of Christ’s redemption. That same man, Jeffrey
Dahmer, came to faith in Jesus Christ and was gloriously saved. Repulsive,
disgusting, abhorrent, abominable, foul, and even creepy. And yet Jesus loved
Him and drew that man to Himself and by faith made Him His own child.
Many
people would say such a monster did not deserve God’s salvation and love. Yes,
I would say the same thing. The monster known as Rick Frueh did not deserve it
either.
Rom.5: 7 For
scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some
would even dare to die.
8 But God commendeth his
love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
I am not sure anyone can truly be following Jesus in this
culture without living on the very edge of fanaticism. In fact, in this day and
age it may require falling off the edge. But the word fanaticism is a relative
term which gets its definition from a comparison to the norm. If the normal
Christian life and experience is so diluted and compromised as to be little
more than a reflection of the common western lifestyle with a few religious
words sprinkled on top, then any authentic discipleship which is defined
through the New Testament must be considered fanatical.
The Webster’s definition of fanatical is “marked by excessive enthusiasm and
often intense uncritical devotion”. I would add that it also entails a profound
and uncommon dedication to something. And given those definitions just how
fanatical are we? Is the culture feeding us to lions? Are we being led to the
gallows? Are we being incarcerated for Jesus? Are we at least being shunned?
Ok, last try, are we having an impact upon the kingdom of darkness?
Now realize this fact. We are not
even fanatical when compared with the people who do not know Christ. How can
that be? I mean let us just read a section from Luke’s gospel.
Lk.14:
25 And there went great multitudes with him: and he turned, and said
unto them,
26 If any man come to me,
and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and
sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. 27 And whosoever doth not
bear his cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple. 28 For which of you,
intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost,
whether he have sufficient to finish it? 29 Lest haply, after he
hath laid the foundation, and is not able to finish it, all that behold it
begin to mock him, 30 Saying, This man began
to build, and was not able to finish. 31 Or what king, going to
make war against another king, sitteth not down first, and consulteth whether
he be able with ten thousand to meet him that cometh against him with twenty
thousand? 32 Or else, while the
other is yet a great way off, he sendeth an ambassage, and desireth conditions
of peace. 33 So likewise, whosoever
he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple. 34 Salt is good: but if
the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be seasoned? 35 It is neither fit for
the land, nor yet for the dunghill; but men cast it out. He that hath ears to
hear, let him hear.
Bear his cross? What cross do we bear? Forsake all? What do we forsake? We are not even
distinctive much less fanatical. We blend in like camouflage. But we are afraid
of the word “fanaticism” unless it applies to sports, Hollywood stars, music
icons, or politicians. And one of the reasons that the word frightens us is
because of the implications that may surface and that might place upon us some
inconvenient demands. But what are the implications of being fully surrendered
to Jesus Christ and being a fanatical disciple? Would not that person be
absolutely remarkable within a culture of absolute darkness?
But another problem is that the church does not see the
culture for what it is. We define evil in extreme terms. We all loudly proclaim
that the acts of 9/11 were evil and so they were. But did we realize that most
of what was transpiring on a daily basis inside the Twin Towers was evil as
well? You see the entire wicked mess called the world lies in the wicked one
and all that is in the world is fallen and evil. But if you say that in mixed
company, or even share it with most believers, you will be seen as, yes,
fanatical. You see, in order to understand what it means to be a fanatical
disciple we must also understand how God sees this present evil world. But so
many have made peace with this world and even joined hands with the kingdom of darkness
in order to address this issue or that issue. And after you have walked with
evil for a while it begins to seem not so evil and eventually it may seem
friendly and a little misunderstood. And even though you might maintain what
seems to be a safe distance from evil, it begins to have an effect upon your
heart and mind and most grievous of all upon the way you see your faith.
That kind of life not only cannot be labeled as
fanatical, but it cannot even be called Christian. But look at verse 33 where
our Lord speaks of forsaking all. How easily those words flow from our tongues
and how easily we can gloss over them and actually ignore them while reading or
listening to them. That kind of deception has not only taken hold of us all,
but it is practiced and embraced in the church. If we took just Jn.3:16 and
Lk.14:33 and made them our template for life just what would that mean? I know,
if we even took those words in a partial literal sense it would demand a level
of fanaticism unwelcomed in this present evangelical climate.
This entire subject should not be easily dismissed or seen as
something about which to just ponder. This cuts at the very fabric of what it
means to be a follower of Jesus. The word “Christian” has been so bandied about
that it no longer has any teeth. It is an innocuous religious term which is a
collective for everyone and anyone who isn’t of some other religion or even
considers themselves a “Christian” simply by default. And if you stretch out your
arms and gather together any church that calls themselves Christian and gather
them all in one place, that is what people believe is Christianity. The word itself has become a deception.
And people consider Muslims and white supremacists and
Hasidic Jews and North Koreans as “fanatics” while they consider Christians as
a multi-sected religion which fits in nicely within the culture with a few
morality obsessed exceptions. But even the moralists glady join hands with non-Jesus moralists. And just a cursory reading of the Book of Acts
reveals just how far the church has drifted. Paul is brought before Agrippa and
instead of invoking his Constitutional rights and demanding counsel he gives
his personal testimony. And when Paul was sent to prison with Silas instead of
contacting Fox News to protest his treatment he and Silas pray and sing praises
to God. Yes, there were fanatics in those days.
And do we think the secular culture has improved in these
days? Do we believe the culture has moved closer to Christ or that the church
has moved closer to the culture? And like Samson the church does not even
realize, much less care, that our power is gone. No salt, no light, no city on
a hill. Fanatical? Who could even pretend to lie like that?
So where do we go from here? I mean we have become so
adept at minimizing the problem and setting forth the journey with no real
sacrifice or self denial, so how can we even stop to address that which we
cannot see and which we deny? Well each individual must allow the Spirit to
take an inventory of his own life and reveal to him a substantive, albeit
painful, progress report. Now we should not seek to be immobilized and retreat into
a spiritual depression, but we should desire the most clear and comprehensive
conviction about what is truth and what we have come to believe as truth.
And if we are honest about the teachings of Jesus and the
entire teaching scope of the New Testament then we must admit that they are
radical in nature and in substance. They are incompatible with the present
culture and with anything that demands our earthly rights or incorporates greed
or violence. And if we understand the depth of these radical teachings then we
are faced with this proposition: To seek to obey them and live by them can be
nothing short of fanatical. And to be honest you would not only be looked upon
as fanatical by the world, but within the church as well.
So the choice is oh so clear. We can remain within
acceptable parameters in our faith which requires very little and raises no
eyebrows and is generally compatible with the rest of the community of faith,
or we can become aware that something is very wrong. And if and when we come to
that enlightenment, then the journey has once again taken on a more significant
challenge than we have previously thought. At that point we may realize that we
have been processed through the wringer of a culturalized Christianity which through
a system of clandestine demands has molded us into a narcissistic discipleship
which enjoys all the fruit of Eden’s forbidden tree while rejecting the fruit
of Golgotha. And like men in a police lineup, we all pretty much look the same.
The sirens have sung and we have heard and sailed right into the rocks. However
these rocks are comfortable and offer an expression of the faith which has just
enough Biblical verbiage to provide a shallow defense but not enough to be
considered fanatical. Instead of praying to extricate ourselves from these rocks
we just placed a steeple among them, took up an offering, and called them
church.
Yes, sit back and enjoy the show and do not worry. We
need not call for help, and we don’t need a guide since we are nowhere near the
edge of fanaticism. We have found warmth and safety within the rocks. And just
remember, when Jesus said we must forsake all He was engaging in some religious
hyperbole which makes for some great reading but about which no one should
attempt to live.
So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not
all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple. Yea, right.
Let us lay a foundation here before I make a case that
the western church and believers en masse have followed a path of least
resistance and even employed unscriptural means to achieve a desired end.
First, nowhere in the New Testament does it teach that we can use any method to
achieve something that we deem as right. In other words, if we see something
that is wrong, or if we see something that should be changed, we do not have
the liberty to engage that wrong with another wrong. In essence we must walk in
the Spirit and not the flesh.
Gal.5: 16 This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not
fulfil the lust of the flesh.
17 For the flesh lusteth
against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary
the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
There is no wiggle room here, and we must then assess
everything through the unvarnished prism of God’s Word regardless of how absurd
it seems. In fact, even when obeying God’s Word and walking in the Spirit seems
like it will not accomplish what we believe needs to be done, we are still debtors
to the Word and not our strategies. Sometimes this seems easy, but there are
times where it requires a complete and illogical surrender to God’s Word even
though our minds cannot understand how that can be effective. And in these last
days those scenarios will become more and more prevalent.
But we must live upon this foundation: The end results
are God’s business and not ours. That is a very difficult concept to grasp much
less live. We as humans and especially in this culture of human effort and achievement
are not only prone to depending completely upon our own plans and energies, but
we have come to the place where we even think that is God’s will. And the real
conundrum is that when we do achieve some desired results through our own
schemes and power, then we learn to make them our template. And it does not
take too long before we are walking in the religious flesh attempting to do
good for God by the arm of the flesh.
And with so little time devoted to prayer it only adds to
the necessity of operating in the flesh. We make a plan, use all kinds of
worldly methods to achieve it, and then we ask God to bless it. Instead of
praying and waiting on the Lord we set out on our own doing what things we think God
wants. And the western church operates almost without exception within that
scenario. We as westerners have been taught from birth to see something and go
after it with all our might. We who were active in sports learned that
principle and then we have brought it into the church.
But that principle is correct. The problem is that what
we see needs to be completely through the vision if God’s Word and “going after
it” requires prayer and love and humility and self denial and everything that
follows and imitates Christ. You see? The principles that works in the world
must never be dragged into the church. God ways are not our ways, and when we
rely on our own excitement and energy and visions we quickly surrender the
power of the Spirit for the power of the flesh.
The difference between the flesh and the Spirit is the
difference between following Jesus and following ourselves. But make no
mistake, the flesh is very crafty and can morph into all kinds of things including
presenting itself as good and moral and even spiritual. But the flesh is the
energy of death. And when we walk in the flesh we walk in death even though we
might be saved. But the church has seen how the world operates and we have
believed a lie.
We now believe things will change by the power of
legislation and the democratic process and even war. And when we seek change through earthly
vehicles we lend our minds and hearts to that which is perishing. And without
realizing it our eyes become fixated upon the temporal and the things that are
eternal become doctrinal resource material and not the exclusive power in our
lives. We seek to change the culture which has never been our spiritual
calling. And we think God doesn’t see what is happening or that He needs us to
fix things? God forbid we walk in that delusion. By our words and actions we
impugn the sovereignty of God and make the gospel of no effect. While we
correctly reprove men like Joel Osteen for their worldly messages, we ourselves
are caught up with politics and nationalism and all sorts of mindless
conspiracy theories. The voting booths are full and the prayer closets are
empty.
So let us view this through the Spirit but also in practical
terms. We must start with what do our eyes see, and our ears hear, and what do
our hearts desire? We are told several times to keep our eyes upon Jesus, and
the moment we look at earthly issues and the constant machinations of man then
we will soon be caught in its undertow. The Spirit urges and beckons and leads,
while the world shouts and pushes and bullies. We must see with the eyes of
faith the kingdom of God. We must look through eternity rather than the ever
changing temporal issues. It is a discipline of the Spirit and it cannot be
done by a partial surrender to the flesh.
Just what is the “end” for a believer? Our primary
calling is twofold: To preach the gospel to every creature and to be
transformed into the image of Christ. That is some heavy lifting, my dear
brethren. And when you take that in thoroughly, then hopefully you can see that
only spiritual ways can achieve spiritual results which please our Father. And
the way of the Spirit can never include violence, greed, idolatry, self
promotion, or earthly allegiances. It is a very curious thing about the life in
the Spirit. The means are always in the Spirit, and the end belongs to God. And
therein lies the peace which passes all understanding which keeps our hearts and
minds on Christ Jesus our Lord.
Phil.4:
5 Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand.
6 Be careful for
nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let
your requests be made known unto God. 7 And the peace of God,
which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through
Christ Jesus. 8 Finally, brethren,
whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are
just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever
things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise,
think on these things. 9 Those things, which ye
have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of
peace shall be with you.