CHANGE
We talk about change in a person’s
life that authenticates his conversion experience. And well we should. However
what do we mean when we say “change”? After a bone fide conversion a sinner
usually gives up things he used to enjoy. Drugs and drunkenness and cursing and
smoking are some of the usual suspects. And indeed being freed from such things
does glorify God and provide a witness to the world of the power of Christ.
But let us not stop there. In fact
they are only the beginning. But so many professing believers become satisfied
and complacent just because they do not run with the old crowd and party as
they used to. But there are hidden issues of the heart that loom large as it
pertains to being like Jesus and following His teachings.
There is coveteousness and
unforgiveness and idolatry and self righteousness and hatred and malice and
honesty and just to name a few of the “don’ts” of the heart. But there is also
love and mercy and grace and humility and selflessness just to name a few of
the “do’s”. So often professing believers stop at some of the outward sins and
disregard the sins of the heart.
II Cor.7: 1- Having
therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all
filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.
Look at that! Paul
divides sins into two categories – the sins of the flesh (outward) and the sins
of the spirit (inward). But notice with full attention how we are to cleanse
ourselves of these sins. He calls the Word of God “promises”. Wow, what a
glorious term! Even those verses that correct and indict us are promises. Even
the warnings of eternal punishment are promises. Everything God says are
promises backed by the full integrity and authority of Almighty God. It is an
incredible gift we have been given. It is God’s eternal and infallible Word.
So I have been
saved for almost forty years. I have read through the Scriptures many times. I
have preached thousands of times. I have written many things and I have taught
the Word of God. But I still am in desperate need of having the Word through
the Spirit prick my heart and change me. Unbelievers give up drugs and violence
and stealing and the like. But a true believer never steps down from the
potter’s wheel and claims he is finished. Our salvation was finished at Calvary
but our sanctification will be an ongoing process until we meet Christ.
The first step is
to read and meditate and allow the Spirit to reveal to your own heart the Word
of God. Allow your heart to be revealed to you. Look deeply into your own heart
by the illuminating ministry of the Spirit. Are there things there that are not
of Christ?
Heb.4: 12 For
the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword,
piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and
marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
I never want to
give the impression that I have arrived. Far from it. But what a glorious gift
of grace when the Spirit takes God’s Word, illuminates my understanding,
convicts me of my sin, and then forgives me and empowers me to repent and
change. It is a great mystery and an unseen power which glorifies God within my
own heart. To think that God not only redeemed my soul but also guides me with
His Spirit, and then conforms me to the image of Christ is an immeasurable act
of grace even post-redemption. And can I reveal something which is both to my
own shame and the glory of God? Through forty years God has forgiven me of some
of the same sins many times. Can you even begin to imagine such a grace? Such a
love? Does that not convict us when we refuse to forgive because that person
has committed the same offense against us?
So we who love
Christ…just what is our calling? Yes we are to win souls and spread the gospel,
but as it pertains to widening and deepening our relationship with our Savior,
what is our calling?
Eph.4: 1 - I
therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you that ye walk worthy of the
vocation wherewith ye are called…
This calling is
our vocation. It is our “career” so to speak. And we are to pursue Christ and
submitting ourselves to His potter’s wheel. And our heart is where sin abides
and hides. How many of us have hidden some sin within our hearts and yet
enjoyed the falsehood of an outward appearance? Men are ignorant of our sin and
yet God sees and knows. Man looks on the outward appearance but God sees the
heart. The church has become consumed with the outward man and has profoundly
ignored the heart. And yet the issues of God’s life proceed from the heart.
We are called to
seek Christ and change throughout our Christian journey. There can never be a
time when we sit back and tread spiritual water. Have we lost our hunger and
thirst to be like Jesus? Are we content with how far we have come and thereby
we no longer labor for the personal metamorphosis which honors God? When was
the last time you were profoundly experiencing the Potter’s wheel? When was the
last time you were broken because you realized how holy He is and how stagnant
you are?
Change honors and
pleases God. Yes, one day God will change us completely and we will be like
Him. But until then we have been given an incredible gift of grace. He has
called us to be like Jesus, and He has promised to empower us when we truly
seek Christ. In the 60’s people watched the Beatles so much that they literally
changed their appearance and their speech and their clothing in order to look
like them. They idolized them.
In order to be
like Jesus we must sit at His feet, listen to His words, and surrender to the
ministry of His Spirit. We cannot change ourselves. That is always legalism and
is fraught with self righteousness. But when we are changed by God’s Spirit
deep within our hearts it pleases the Father. Thoughts and intents and
motivations and attitudes that are against Christ must be crucified. And like
David we say,
“ Create
in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.”
The secret sins of
the heart are the most difficult to see and the most difficult to renounce. But
our wonderful Master has promised to reveal our sin and forgive us and to help
us repent.